everyone has those broken dreams
where people said they could do something and that they believed in them.
then it happens
you hear them talking about you saying your not that good or that they hate you.
they broke your dreams
and then you react
by making mistakes out of rage
people dont understand what teens go through
theres all this extra pressure
we need to be good
get good grades
maintain a social life
put up with so much
but no on understands where a person can break
everywhere and when you hit one
it just gets worse.
im starting a youtube channel with my bff. we both sing. we dont care how badly we do we just want to do something that we love. if you dont like it dont hate on us. we have feelings we get hurt. so if you have something rude to say keep it to your self. no one wants to hear you. being a bully just sucks. i was a bit of a bully to some people but i learned how to shut my mouth and respect people. love those you know cause they were lucky to meet you and have a chance to get to know you.
everyone has colors some of them aren’t as true as others but its the way you chose to express yourself. i died my hair orange today to show my differences. im not the same as anyone out there. no one is. show your true colors.
sorry about the pictures if they suck
people make mistakes and sometimes it drives people they love away. i know because i screwed up dearly with two of my closest friends and now i dont know how to make it up to them. but im going to keep trying untill they both give me another chance. i didnt mean to hurt them but the pain from the bulling and the hate i was getting and the pressure to be perfect became to much. i threw and broke my phone then i ruined two friendships. im going to try as hard as i can to make it up to the two people i use to be supper close to and im not going to stop until we can at least talk about things and be civil.
i want my friends back and i will get them back. im not losing two of the most important people in my life to mistakes i made due to a break down when we should be thicker than butter. we should be three peas in a pod. not burning bridges. so if they are reading this please give me a second chance to prove to you that im not some bitch who is going to hurt you again. i just want my friends back.
where were you when i needed you the most?
where were you when i was falling apart?
where were you when i was losing my self?
where were you when i was breaking inside?
where were you when i couldn’t take it anymore?
where were you when i took all the pain away?
tell me where were you when i needed you the most?
you heard me cry
you told me everything was alright
I’ve heard you say so many things before today
most of it was a lie
Sparkling angel in my eyes
please don’t let me die
these words all so deadly
wont let me fly
be free for me
but please dont every cry
i wont ever die
between you and I
your the reason why
these broken wings of mine
wont ever let me fly
you heard me cry
i felt so high
but when i fell through those clouds
you weren’t there to catch me
when i asked you to come back
you didn’t stop to chat
i just thought you were the one
everyone says there will come a day where i have to change
and i wont be coming back
but one day you’ll realize it and ask me to come home
ill just keep ridding on
tell him good bye
i wont look back
i wont get trapped
ill try and find a way to move on
till i under stand whats really going on.
this wasn’t meant to be
this isn’t how i use to be.
sparkling angel please save me
before its too late
take me away
from all the hate and the pain
i cant stay here
its time to move on
please say you’ll take me away.